• :: Lost
    Posted by: Hamzeh Hamarneh @ 2007-03-18, 09:17

    I am a big fan of the series, but no! Its not what I m talking about now! I am talking about opening my eyes every morning with this feeling of being lost, you have no idea where are you, how you got there, or the way out,,, when I start my day with this feeling, I feel like i just want to stop someone and ask for directions, but who is this someone?? I look around and I feel lonely! I am not saying that I am alone, but I feel it, that might hurt people close to me! And I am really sorry for that! I don’t want to lose anyone anymore, why?? Because I can easily lose people! I am good in that,,, you have no idea of who and how many people I managed to cancel from my life and I also managed to be canceled from theirs,, I guess its a record! Some of them are sad for that, but some are happy and relieved ... me too I feel the same, but for all those I have LOST or people I ganna lose! Please don’t blame! Its not my fault,,, I was created like this,,, I even managed to lose myself,,, and I am officially totally LOST

    See you in another life.  

    Arriverderci!

     

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    Qwaider قويدر | 03/18/2007, 16:22

    Let me give you my unsolicited advice, find a cause. Be it a warm home, a lovely wife, an independent state, a new house ... Just find a cause, and actively pursue it. It will take your mind a little bit OFF the missing parts in your life
    Good luck ...
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    Hamzeh | 03/18/2007, 23:06

    Merci Sam! :em02:
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    Life | 03/19/2007, 01:46

    PLease dont be so hard on yourself...

    there are times that we all lose and get LOST but finally there is someone out there who is gonna take your hand.. hold tight.. and never let go.. no matter what..

    those who are no longer there were not meant to be.. thats it..its not you who lose them.. they just simply are not mean to be there.. ::)

    cheer up and have a great day!

    Cheers :cheers:
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    Philip | 06/03/2007, 13:11

    Man, I have days like that. It's like you are one step out of life. Everyone and everything around is sort of empty. It's kinda freaky, but I think it's how we remember not to put too much meaning on stupid things. Ever read the book "The Stranger" by Albert Camus? The main character lives his whole life that way.
    My suggestion: Give up you rallegiance to th Flight 815 survivors and join with "The Others!" ::P
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    Philip | 06/03/2007, 13:12

    Oops, on that last line, I meant to say, "your allegiance to the Flight 815 survivors." ::)
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    Hamzeh | 06/03/2007, 20:04

    Hahahaha I think I should be a polar bear!
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