Personal Responsibility is a constant theme in my life which keeps popping up every now and then. You have to take charges of your life- if you leave it to others you will find your self marching to a drum which is not your own. ok then what does Personal Responsibility means?

• Being honest with your self about everything, skills and abilities, likes and dislikes, hopes and fears... etc
  
• being disciplined in working on yourself and what you need to do to get where are you going
• being realistic about what is and what is not possible to achieve in the short term
• being persistent and focused about what you want and not being dissuaded by failure or by the inappropriate comments of others
• being proactive in your environment rather than waiting things to come your way of for luck to deal you in
• being self assertive in making choices and taking reasonable risks with people and opportunities and accepting the outcomes of those risks 
  

Yes! its very true, and NO its not (1st April fool), My mother called her mother , this is the first step, isnt it?

I know that may break your heart girls, but I think you should start (those who have not started yet h3h3h3) consider me a taken, hopeless, so engaged guy, who will be yours only in your pink sweet dreams. and he is not even sorry for that.

I will keep you posted :P

Hamzeh;

I am not so sorry that I have been ignoring you and not wasting my time looking to that head of yours... and I will just keep doing it until you find the right way to get back to me, if I did it for you (and I can), you will not appreciated it later and you will get lost again, the only reason that I replying to, is your blog-friends who posted their comments referring to me as "he", "his", or "him". I just want to tell them all that I am a SHE, or HER.

Hamzeh's God 

Dear God;

I have so much in my mind lately, so I have been thinking, wondering, and trying to send you signals,, supposing that you know everything about me and what’s in my head, based on the fact that you are the one who created me in the first place and even who put those ideas and thoughts inside my head. And I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for my good-looking, health, family, and my general status in life.

However, you seemed so busy in the past few months to take a look on my mind and act accordingly, so I allowed my self to ask directly and straight forward for what I want. First of all, I want to quit the game of life, as you see, I am a terrible player who keeps disappointing you and brings shame to your man kind, so ill be grateful if you can pull me out, and please don’t force me to come by my own. Second, I am sorry for not sending you my monthly reports, but that’s because among last few months and each time I sit down to document it, I end up with a WHITE-PAPER due to the emptiness and pointlessness all around my soul. Third, I feel like you are abandoning or dumping me,, so if that’s your plan,, let me please re-mention that I will stay yours forever, even if you did it, I promise not to get back to devils again, I have learned my lesson once before and not willing to enroll that course nor to take that exam again. Four, I think you watched me screwing up all over those days, and you didn’t missed a single chance to remind me of my childishness, immaturity, irresponsibility stupidity, and my desperate lack for common sense, so now its about time to be fair and to make justice by keeping the same eye on me getting up, making up, and cleaning out all the dirt I have did. Five, I want you remember the old days where I was praying to you every once in a while, and how we used to enjoy it, is that doesn’t count anymore, do you think was it fake? I don’t think so.

I am so sorry to bring this to public, but I have been trying to reach you for so long time now, and I thought we have lost the communication channel already, because you don’t reply to my emails, but since you read my posts (even if you don’t comment), that makes me sure you got this one.

Your prompt reply is highly appreciated and needed

Respectfully and the truly yours

Hamzeh Hamarneh

I know this might seem silly and stupid, but well, since you got here and reading this, (whether you are a male or female), please help me out, Im confused and puzzled and desperately in need for your answer to this question, and please ladies and genteel men,, try to be clear and straight forward.

Q: What would you think or what will you do, if the man in your life gave you two and only two choices! either him (your relation) or your blog (supposing that you have one) ? and he told you in a very clear and simple language that he hates your blog and the idea of blogging. And if that already happened to you or any body you just share with us,, even if anonymously!!

I dont know why he would do so! I dont know whats your blogging style that makes him do so,, lets assume that it just happened to you. and to go on with more assumptions,, Man = BF, Husband, Brother, Father,,, etc

Again,, I know this might seem silly and stupid, but you dont know what does it mean to me and I will highly appreciate any response,,, ok,,, and in the coming few days,, you will know why I am asking! and one more thing, it applies on you too guys,, what if the same happened to you by your GF, wife,,, etc

This was the first thing i saw this morning, I know it should be expected, but I was kinda shocked and speechless [click here to read the full article]